“She was known to the world as Emily Doe when she stunned millions with a letter. Brock Turner had been sentenced to just six months in county jail after he was found sexually assaulting her on Stanford’s campus. Her victim impact statement was posted on BuzzFeed, where it instantly went viral–viewed by eleven million people within four days, it was translated globally and read on the floor of Congress; it inspired changes in California law and the recall of the judge in the case. Thousands wrote to say that she had given them the courage to share their own experiences of assault for the first time.
Now she reclaims her identity to tell her story of trauma, transcendence, and the power of words. It was the perfect case, in many ways–there were eyewitnesses, Turner ran away, physical evidence was immediately secured. But her struggles with isolation and shame during the aftermath and the trial reveal the oppression victims face in even the best-case scenarios. Her story illuminates a culture biased to protect perpetrators, indicts a criminal justice system designed to fail the most vulnerable, and, ultimately, shines with the courage required to move through suffering and live a full and beautiful life.” – A description provided by GoodReads.
When I first started the book, I was worried. I wasn’t feeling a connection to the book. I wasn’t feeling much at all. This had me confused as the book progressed more and more chapter by chapter I came to realize that I was actually immersed into the story feeling the emotions as Chanel did going through the experience being confused right after her assault, not knowing what was going on and thinking that they must have the wrong person to eventually being in that courtroom and being hit by a brick wall of emotions, realizing what had truly happened to her. I began to feel disgust at what Brock Turner did to her. I felt anger at the system that this country is built on, on how victims of these heinous crimes are treated.
The point of this book is Chanel Miller reclaiming her name and her story she is showing there is so much more to being a victim than just that word. She and other victims are living being humans who have the right to live, and to be acknowledged to be heard. She showcases the loopholes that are in victim blaming. This book is almost a critique of how victims are perceived by the masses and what being a victim actually means I had no idea what happened to somebody after they are assaulted and might have been raped. Chanel didn’t know either all the procedures that are very intimate and invasive that somebody has to go through right after going through almost the exact same thing in a violent way.
Another thing is how this was so prevalent in the time of social media. The comments that people type are not thinking of the person that this case is impacting, they don’t realize a real person is there or they don’t even care. I honestly believe people do not think about their actions. The victim of the crime isn’t even the only one that impacted that crime trickles down to so many other people, in their lives. Something that was so easily shown to me when I was reading in this book is how great of a sister Chanel is to Tiffany that is what I took most notice of. I also see how she’s kind of a big sister to all women now; showing the strength that a woman must have in the system that does not treat victims like what they are. They are human.
This book is extremely educational like I said before I had no idea what happened to somebody after they report a rape or an assault. I didn’t know what it was like to be a victim waiting for a trial or waiting for a verdict to happen. How you have to pause your life for the case. Chanel Miller didn’t know any of this either until she was put into these shoes. It really makes you think of why some people do not come forward or they wait until what they feel is the right moment. Yet they will still be victim-blamed. This is an incredibly important read and I think all young people need to read this book.
The structure of this book was done in a very good way, the way she weaves past experiences or other antidotes from her life into the chronological story of her case. It was done very well, very easy to follow and didn’t feel like you were being thrown all over the place.
As the reader, I can tell that writing this book was a very therapeutic experience for the author. It is lengthy, but I do believe every word matters. So many of these sentences hit the nail on the head and had me yelling “truth!” She was great at putting words to experiences and feelings that we all feel, and I just never knew how to say or express. I love the use of italics throughout the books, the metaphors and similes. She’s a master of language. There is so much knowledge to come from these pages. It made me feel seen and away because I do remember when Chanel‘s case was actually happening and saw the reactions of people around me, people I respect, but I didn’t think their reactions to the case were right. I wish I could give this book to those people so they could see her side of the story and what it is like to be a victim and to be a victim that is so heavily critiqued by the masses. Also how there is a systematic issue in our country and how prevalent toxic masculinity is. This is such a powerful read, and as I said before, I do think everybody should read this book.
4 out of 5 stars.
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